I went through a manic period all this week - no sleeping or eating for 4 days, racing thoughts, the usual... then I went & did something stupid. I decided to go shopping and for some reason I stole some makeup. Well, on my way out the door I got caught by security and was arrested and taken to jail. I have never been in trouble before - this is just not me. My therapist says it is a hallmark symptom of mania. My mania has never been this out of control before & it really scared me. In fact, I am still scared for future mania episodes and how to control them so I won't do anything stupid again. I am still getting use to my illness and learning how to control it, but it surprises me every time I get manic.
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