How bright the sun is!
The clouds, have hung low,
like a heavy olive dressing strewn
on the drenched folds of my life,
I have eaten wilted salad.
And yet the sun is there,
I've learned also to wait for dessert.
I've turned to the fields for a path…
What it is to be me
A life long quest to be happy
taking the ups with the downs
Sometimes a smile, often a frown
But Inside me deep there is a light
Always ready to take up the fight
Difficult now to let it shine
But always there, totally mine
Thi…
The Conquest
I slice my arm with the blade,
Blood drips like tears,
As my body cries in pain.
But no outward pain can compare to the torture inside.
I cut on the outside to let out the pain on the inside,
But it doesn’t work,
The pain is still ther…
Alone
Dumped in the middle of the Ocean
With nothing to keep me a float.
I can’t swim!
My arms flailing
Trying to keep my head above water,
My feet kicking.
I can feel fish swimming past me.
Water gets in my face,
Splashing in my nose and mouth.
I…
In Dreams
Expressionless faces surround me
Taunting my failures
Exposing my faults.
How can I answer to them?
What do I have to say?
There is no excuse for what I’ve done…
No justification to wipe the slate clean.
A veil of guilt covers me like a b…
Rainbojo: Pardon moi, mais je ne me pas souvien tout mon
Francais ( je suis as moment en train apprendre l'allamande)
alhor, j'espere que vous tenir le bon sante'.
Once upon a dream
I thought I knew so much..... knew so much,
lend me but a tear.... upon your face,
our hearts are near.
Once upon a dream
the clouds were sky white, blue bright,
not in my head.... not this loud and clamoring
but sweetly whisperin…
Balance my ass. It is like a roller coaster that has no end. A stream that never meets the ocean.
I, today like to be the silent minority around my illness, I do four things to get of the carousel. I work on the four parts of my life. Mental emotion…
The Big Screen
On the big screen,
I saw myself
Watch myself
From start
To end,
Unable to work
Out
What I meant.
If I was
The beginning
And I was the end,
I would not be,
And neither would
The big screen.
I have a habit of not signing out and then I close the explorer window so now I can't go back and completly sign out so it always shows me as being online. Could you completely sign my account out or tell me if there is a way for me to really sign off my acount..
Can someone there call me and see if you can fix the problem with the photo situation please? Thank you.
At 12:20am on November 4, 2009, Kelton Smith said…
Hello there. I can not seem to be able to upload my pictures to the BP site. I was doing fine and then one day...nothing. I had someone grab my computer to see if it was me and he said no. He said it was something with BP. Could you get someone to look at it because I really like to send pictures. Thank you in advance.