This was written several months after my first and only severe manic episode, at the age of forty-one, after many years of depression. Before I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder, and, indeed for the couple of months of declining mania after the ...
Heck, I read bp magazine from cover to cover every time it comes! Wish it were more than four times a year, even. There's so much good and up-to-date information in each issue. I really liked the dual diagnosis article (I am one). Love the medical...
I'd like a help feature that tells me how to use all of the other features in the forum instead of guessing and trial and error. Like how to set up my home page. If there are instrutions there, I haven't found them.
ALSO - We are going to be working on updating the forum over the next few months so let us know what you like and don't like! Again, we are always trying to improve so let us know what you think.
Hello all!
I hope everyone is well - I myself have an amazingly miserable cold (yah!) and can't hear or smell anything (sigh.)
We are working on our 5 Year Anniversary Issue of bp Magazine/bp Canada right now and although we have gotten some gre...
The Ride
It’s not just a relapse, it’s déjà vu
Suicidal again, too dark to be blue
Dreams jumbled in nightmares,
or no sleep at all
Standing right on the edge,
trying hard to not fall
Unable to run, there’s nowhere to hide
Better hang on tight,...
I’ve Got Your Crazy
Quiet and sneaky you crawled out of my heart
At times I can’t tell where I end and you start
When I am strong - you are weak, hard to see
But when you take over I cease to be me
No one’s sure what to call you – disease, illn...
Bipolar Vacation
When I scream do you listen or do you just hear
Do you know that it’s panic, anxiety, fear
When depression attacks, leaves me deep in the well
Do you know that I’m lost; I’ve been dropped into hell
I try to escape; I long for s...
What’s Mine is Yours, What’s Yours is Mine
When your pain is my pain and my pain is yours
The windows slam shut and so do the doors
Thrown into the darkness though never alone
We each gasp for breath as we each search for home
Sinking then drow...
Can someone there call me and see if you can fix the problem with the photo situation please? Thank you.
At 12:20am on November 4, 2009, Kelton Smith said…
Hello there. I can not seem to be able to upload my pictures to the BP site. I was doing fine and then one day...nothing. I had someone grab my computer to see if it was me and he said no. He said it was something with BP. Could you get someone to look at it because I really like to send pictures. Thank you in advance.
I posted a blog entry thinking it would get posted on my page but now I'm realizing that maybe that isn't were my blog entries get posted. What happened to my post and how or can I add it to 'my page'?
i have foregetten one more point and I will be very pleased to add. in certain circumstances if any person dicusses the problems of what he suffers from with others it really helps him to feel better. Doctors sometimes do not understand our problems like those who suffer do. let us all work together and hand by hand. Thanks to you all
this is Ali Khalil. I think tht you all are doing extremely well and helping us to overcome most of the problems we suffer from. In addition to that you are giving us the chance to exchange points of views about different matters. I live in Manama and I have been suffering BP since a long period of time and when I read about the experiences of other people it really helps me to understand my self and control my life in a better way. I just want to say thank you very much to you all for the good work and may God bless you. Ali Khalil