The low down Mood.....
I'm just not with it,
Feeling stoned,
My brain's on hiatus,
So cold and all alone
Sleeping through the day,
Typing all the night,
Not tired, rather wired, but not awake,
My personality has shut down and this has to be a
mis…
It feels like I lost something.
I think it was last fall,
on a week-end in what would
come to be another country.
It's not that I stopped looking.
I just don't remember where.
Sounds so simple doesn't it.
It's not.
Thank You Amber, I haven't been…
You know how it feels
When steady land shifts out of place
You lose balance,
Your legs shake
Catch yourself
Before you fall
But once again...
You build yourself up,
So high, so tall
Growing with hope
Gives you farther to fall.
But what else
Do you h…
This was written last month, I guess when I was down and trying to find some self healing form sex abuse so long ago.
Etched, a black spot deep within the mind. Always trying to rub it clean to smooth out the inperfection ,but it was etched so long…
A friend suggested I submit this on here. I will also go on the main page and look where it is best to submit there as well.
Thanks!
"I’ve Got a Secret"
I don’t want it to be a secret, it kind of just is. Some people know about it but most don’t.…
Where does the time go? I have decided to ignore dates from now on and just see time on a continuum. That helps with work management for sure. I've been working full time now for six months. My life has changed exponentially. As I wrote before, I ne…
This was written several months after my first and only severe manic episode, at the age of forty-one, after many years of depression. Before I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder, and, indeed for the couple of months of declining mania after the di…
Heck, I read bp magazine from cover to cover every time it comes! Wish it were more than four times a year, even. There's so much good and up-to-date information in each issue. I really liked the dual diagnosis article (I am one). Love the medical u…
I'd like a help feature that tells me how to use all of the other features in the forum instead of guessing and trial and error. Like how to set up my home page. If there are instrutions there, I haven't found them.
ALSO - We are going to be working on updating the forum over the next few months so let us know what you like and don't like! Again, we are always trying to improve so let us know what you think.
Hello all!
I hope everyone is well - I myself have an amazingly miserable cold (yah!) and can't hear or smell anything (sigh.)
We are working on our 5 Year Anniversary Issue of bp Magazine/bp Canada right now and although we have gotten some great…
I have a habit of not signing out and then I close the explorer window so now I can't go back and completly sign out so it always shows me as being online. Could you completely sign my account out or tell me if there is a way for me to really sign off my acount..
Can someone there call me and see if you can fix the problem with the photo situation please? Thank you.
At 12:20am on November 4, 2009, Kelton Smith said…
Hello there. I can not seem to be able to upload my pictures to the BP site. I was doing fine and then one day...nothing. I had someone grab my computer to see if it was me and he said no. He said it was something with BP. Could you get someone to look at it because I really like to send pictures. Thank you in advance.
I posted a blog entry thinking it would get posted on my page but now I'm realizing that maybe that isn't were my blog entries get posted. What happened to my post and how or can I add it to 'my page'?